Journal Entries
What a day! It ended up busier than I expected but in a good way, productive and full of warmth. My morning began with an appointment (one of two this week), and I’m thrilled to share that my shoulder is steadily improving. That news alone made me smile.
A Surprise for My Granddaughter
We headed out for a bit of shopping, though we only found two of the items we needed. A special surprise I’d sent in the mail for my granddaughter was delayed but arrives tomorrow, and I can’t wait for her reaction. We’ve shared so many fun experiences this week, and I treasure every moment, especially because our time with her is usually tied to school days. Having her with us more feels like summer magic.
Day 18 of the Movement Challenge
Despite my lingering discomfort, I completed Day 18 of the 30-Day Movement Challenge! I’m so proud of everyone still pushing through. Every move supports not just our bodies, but our mental clarity and that’s the whole point of this journey.
Movie Nights & Cozy Bedroom Chats
Tonight marks our third movie night of the week a joyful, laughter-filled time that I treasure. There’s something special about cozy evenings with popcorn and shared stories. My daughter Jenna delights in reading to her daughter each night, complete with character voices loving the stack of books we collected. My daughter is excited about finding the perfect twin beds, ones with backboards that both girls will love. We haven’t found the right ones just yet, but the decorating excitement is half the fun.
Embracing My “Cozy Era” & Personal Growth
This might be the most peaceful, happiest, and strongest I’ve felt in a long time. Even though dating is back on my radar, I’m clear I’m no longer interested in fleeting attraction I seek genuine, heartfelt love and real effort. I’ve done the deep healing work and I’m confident in who I am. If someone isn’t ready to invest in a true connection not just lust I’m better off with my own company, and that’s a beautiful place to be.
Therapy has been a cornerstone of this transformation five years now. It’s given me boundaries, forgiveness, peace, and the ability to let go of ego and pain. There’s freedom in making mistakes, learning, and moving forward. You simply can’t give your best to others if you’re still carrying old hurts. That’s why I guard my peace fiercely.
Reflecting on Straw
I watched Straw last night on Netflix a powerful and emotional portrayal of the struggles single mothers face. The film follows Janiyah (played by Taraji P. Henson), who faces unimaginable loss and systemic pressure, leading her to a heart-wrenching breakdown. Watching her journey made me cry and reminded me that I deserve love and respect, and I will never settle for less.
Self-Care & Stepping Into Tomorrow
As I close this day, I’m filled with gratitude: for healing, for family, for growth, and for the strength to protect my spirit. I pray for all of you, knowing we all face our own storms. Here’s to holding space for joy and rest even on the busiest days.
The Picture is my cozy place I wanted to share of all memories and love! Pictures and coloring from my grand daughter cards and notes from my kids and all my favorites memories I can fill up on there. I have a whole bin so unless I had 10 of these I couldn't put them all up, but so much more goes up weekly. Might invest in a second one we will see in time.