Yesterday was a rough one. I ended up sleeping most of the day because of a silent flare with my pancreas something I ate just didnāt sit right, and it completely knocked me down. These are the moments that really remind me how unpredictable this all can be.
Thereās not a whole lot to report since Iāve mostly been resting and taking it easy today. I do feel like I have a little more energy back, which is great, but I know I still need time to fully recover.
The hardest part of all this continues to be not having answers. Most people have a known cause behind their condition something that makes sense but for me, itās either genetic or simply unknown. Thatās a tough space to sit in, mentally and emotionally. It feels like trying to live a life with no map, and that gets frustrating. I want so badly to live life fully, and on days like yesterday, it feels just out of reach.
But Iām here, and Iām pushing through the best I can.
I hope you all had a great Tuesday and Wednesday. Sending love and healing to anyone whoās going through something right now youāre not alone.
With love,
Trish