Today wasā¦ a day. Definitely not what I expected or had planned.
Family didnāt come over this morning like I thought they would and while thatās out of my control, it still stung a little. On top of that, I got hit with some horrible news. Itās not something I can share on social media, but it really put me in a tough headspace all day. Just sad. Helpless. Like my hands are tied.
I still got my movement in, even though Iām not counting it as an official challenge day (Sundays are usually my off days anyway). But I needed to get outside tonight to breathe, to reset. So I did. I spent time in the fresh air with my daughter and grand daughter until late was nice , and Iām so glad I did. Sometimes thatās the only thing that helps.
Later, I talked to this guy Iāve been chatting with for a few days. Andā¦ yikes. He got inappropriate way too fast. Honestly, I donāt get it. That kind of energy is such a turn off. It shows a complete lack of emotional intelligence and respect. I donāt know why dating is like this lately, but I can tell you this: I know exactly what I want, deserve, and need. And I definitely donāt need someone who disrespects boundaries right out the gate.
So, Iām going to keep this one short. Iām off to read and relax a little. Tomorrowās a new day, and I have some plans Iām looking forward to.
Before I go, I just want to say Fatherās Day isnāt easy for everyone, and if today was hard for you, I see you too. Youāre not alone. š