Today was nonstop in the best way. My granddaughter and I and Daughter had a full day from the library to the park, then off for some frozen yogurt, and later we even made bracelets together. After all that, we wound down with a little TV while I worked on editing a new YouTube video which Iām still finishing up right now and hoping to post tonight.
This video means a lot to me. Itās a deeper one talking about how Iām reinventing myself on YouTube and how much Iāve changed since I first started making videos back in 2012 and years before. To Life in 2025 feels completely different, and so am I. I touch on some of the relationships that have shaped me, the dating experiences that have changed me, and where Iām headed now.
I didnāt share everything and I probably never will, because even though the internet can feel like a place to vent, it still has its limits. There are things that are just too personal or too layered to post. But I shared what I could, and I hope it resonates with someone.
On top of it all, I did get my cardio in today (yay for movement!) and now Iām just praying that tomorrow feels emotionally steady. Lately itās been up and down without warningāand Iām not sure why. Thereās a lot happening behind the scenes, so Iām hoping to get a doctorās appointment soon to talk it through. I donāt know what theyāll actually do, but Iād rather check in than let it go ignored.
Itās late now, so this oneās a bit short. I still need to wash my face, finish this video upload, and hopefully fall asleep though insomnia has been kicking my butt lately. Pretty sure itās menopause (ugh), so I might try magnesium again soon and see if it helps.
Hope you had a peaceful Wednesday. Talk to you tomorrow.
Goodnight and hugs š