Today was a very low-key kind of day. I spent most of it catching up on things I needed to get done, but truthfully, I didnāt have a whole lot of energy. I wasn't feeling my best, so I gave myself permission to rest more than usual.
Even so, I was able to take my granddaughter out to spend some of her Easter money, which she loved. Watching her get excited over the little things always brings a bit of light into the day.
But energy-wise? It just wasnāt there. Iāve got a long week ahead full of appointments, and I already feel like I need more rest than Iām getting itās catching up to me, no doubt.
If you know me, you know Iāve always been a super active person, and lately, that part of me feels like itās dimmed. Thereās a constant battle between what I want to do and what I can do... and sometimes, what I have to do feels like the last thing I have the energy for.
And honestly, the news about my sister has taken more of a toll on me than I like to admit. Itās heavy. I still get ready every day, but Iāve noticed I donāt take pictures like I used to just kind of going through a phase where I donāt feel quite like myself. Iām trying to shake it, but itās hard.
Thereās so much I want to do, plans to figure out, a trip to prepare for... and Iām just feeling overwhelmed. I keep thinking a vacation would fix everything, but thatās not in the cards right now.
Still, I hope you all had a really great day. Sometimes all we can do is just take it moment by moment.
With love,
Trish