Today was a very low-key kind of day. I spent most of it catching up on things I needed to get done, but truthfully, I didn’t have a whole lot of energy. I wasn't feeling my best, so I gave myself permission to rest more than usual.
Even so, I was able to take my granddaughter out to spend some of her Easter money, which she loved. Watching her get excited over the little things always brings a bit of light into the day.
But energy-wise? It just wasn’t there. I’ve got a long week ahead full of appointments, and I already feel like I need more rest than I’m getting it’s catching up to me, no doubt.
If you know me, you know I’ve always been a super active person, and lately, that part of me feels like it’s dimmed. There’s a constant battle between what I want to do and what I can do... and sometimes, what I have to do feels like the last thing I have the energy for.
And honestly, the news about my sister has taken more of a toll on me than I like to admit. It’s heavy. I still get ready every day, but I’ve noticed I don’t take pictures like I used to just kind of going through a phase where I don’t feel quite like myself. I’m trying to shake it, but it’s hard.
There’s so much I want to do, plans to figure out, a trip to prepare for... and I’m just feeling overwhelmed. I keep thinking a vacation would fix everything, but that’s not in the cards right now.
Still, I hope you all had a really great day. Sometimes all we can do is just take it moment by moment.
With love,
Trish